Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
732973 Clomid Cycles
2 IUIs
3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
Re: DDF
Dear Stupid Doctor's Office,
Thanks for telling me my lab results would be back three days ago, when in reality it's going to be Monday before you get them. So now, I have to spend more time on a stupid freaking low residue diet. I want to be able to enjoy a glass of wine and some freaking chocolate. And while we are at it. Freaking eff you body. Like my MC and D&C and post D&C infection weren't enough? You had to throw a little colitis and c. diff in there too?
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
I've come to realize I nest my way through grief. When my dad died, I cleaned his apartment top to bottom.
And now, one week post loss, my floors are mopped, the laundry is almost caught up, I've gutted, cleaned, and organized both bathroom sinks, I washed my makeup case, I've organized toys, and I'm about to hit the closet.
I guess anything to keep my mind off things...
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
Oh, and a coworker asked me if I wanted more kids the other day. I delicately explained that we have been trying forever, and she sweetly offered to keep me in her prayers. Then, the next day, she asked me (all excited-like) if I had heard that someone we know is pregnant with a 3rd child. I'll take the prayers, but I might be willing to trade them for some heightened sensitivity... I know she didn't mean anything by it, but I'm so exhausted by trying to make excitement shine through the disappointment in the reminder that I am not pregnant still.
And a confession. I will eat several cookies tonight. Because. I. Want. To.
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
Are you going to POAS when it comes time or is it beta or bust?
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
And I'm not sure. I'm worried about trigger in my system even though it might be out. I guess it will be a game time decision.
June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you!
Conception: Potato Love!
Rainbow Surprise Baby due 05/26/2017
Thank you so much to all those who encouraged me to make the call to the ND. She's wonderful.
edit: autocorrect typo
DS #1: April 2010
DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
Didn't write Friday bc I was on a time out, Saturday went to teacher conference and have severe bronchitis too. Hubs has been injured for two weeks and at home driving me nutso. I got a week off for snow and was sick the whole time. But what is really on my mind is getting my IVF contract done. We are still short 5k and I'm still pissed I let hubs and doctor talk me into the FET. We'd of had it. But can't go back. Supposed to tell nurse when next period starts so can plan out cycle for next and ER and ET. Had weird spotty period last time so I could start sometime between 1st and 8th- first time I am so unsure. Everything with IVF and all is so unsure that this money issue and not having contract done so we can situate meds and calendar is killing me!!! I keep having dreams of a boy and girl twin gender reveal party. My daughter does the reveal, she is supposed to do either pink or blue handprints on my belly and she laughs and does one of each! I think I just want whatever I get- and my subconscious is keen on that and showing both. But a great idea for gr party, their guesses are bows or bow ties? Anyway- first time since failed FET I am thinking forward- so that is good!
Lastly, a lot of sad things going on with everybody on here. Just want to let you know I am thinking and praying and sending hugs to you all! Our rainbow babies (and in some cases second rainbow babies!) are going to help us make these times worth the continued fight! Don't lose your happiness, keep hoping, keep venting, keep supporting!
June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you!
Conception: Potato Love!
Let me start with the good news, I ovulated (woo hoo). Bad news, DH couldn't perform because he has having issues with his blood sugar. We did the day of the LH spike but I wanted to give it one more go the day I was most likely ovulating. We were up till the wee hours of the morning and still no luck.
Hubs just came home from work with the stomach flu and got sick in the car on the way. He was using my car today :-q And surprise! Vomit freezes in -20* temps quite quickly. FML. (
June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you!
Conception: Potato Love!
Secondly, I hope your EH feels better soon!
Thirdly, I hope you don't catch his nastiness :P
And fourthly, sick men are such babies! Lol
Okay- I really don't know where I was going with all this...but..yeah that sucks!
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
:-q Hope you and the girls are spared!!
I had it a few weeks ago, so if I get it again I will be pissed [-( keeping everything crossed the girls dodge it again!
Har. Har. I'd say karma is a B, but I wouldn't wish this on anyone! You get a free pass |) it comes in monkey form.